Thankful

Something happened that made me really really upset. It was one of those moments where I was hurt, sad and REALLY angry all at the same time. There was no where to put it. So I hopped onto the old blog and started typing. I basically wrote what I wanted to say. A few drafts later I even chopped it down enough to make it post-able. (My best writing does not come from a place of anger.) Then, I didn't post it. I saved it. It is still there, sitting in my drafts, awaiting the publish button. After I saved it I went back and decided to read some of my old posts. Somehow the combination of writing out my feelings and reading back on some old things, made everything better. I have chosen a different route. 

Thankful.

I am thankful for all of the amazing people in my life. The people who are honest. The people who don't cause me pain and are there for me no matter what. I am thankful for friends, family, James, my kids. I am so thankful for the people who love me for me and who show up even when it totally sucks to do it. I am incredibly lucky. I am insanely thankful.